Tenderoni Hotline #16: Why does healing emotional outsourcing matter + How to actually make space for rest
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Why Does Healing Emotional Outsourcing Matter When the World Is on Fire?
You look at the news. The state of the world. The suffering, the injustice, the urgency of it all. And a question naturally arises: Why does inner work matter when there are so many real, external, terrible things happening right now? If you’ve ever felt guilty for focusing on your nervous system, your boundaries, or your need for rest while everything feels like it’s falling apart, you are not alone.
But here’s the truth most people are not naming:
Emotional outsourcing is not a personal quirk. It’s a political and nervous system issue.
Emotional outsourcing is the habit of chronically sourcing your sense of safety, belonging, and worth from outside yourself instead of within. Approval becomes currency. Disapproval feels like danger. And exhaustion becomes the baseline because you are constantly checking whether you are acceptable, lovable, or allowed to exist.
When large numbers of people live this way, fear becomes a management strategy.
Systems built on extraction, compliance, urgency, and speed depend on people who do not trust themselves. People who stay busy proving their worth. People whose nervous systems are too dysregulated to pause, question, or choose differently.
When emotional outsourcing is the norm, power flows upward.
When people come home to themselves, that flow changes.
And that is why this work matters so much right now.
When people stop outsourcing their emotional lives, something very real shifts. Nervous systems become less reactive and more grounded. Choices come from clarity instead of panic. Limits and boundaries get cleaner. Community becomes possible without scapegoating, collapse, or burnout.
Regulated, self-trusting humans are harder to manipulate and easier to be in real relationship with.
That is not self-indulgent work. That is quietly revolutionary work.
How Do I Stop Emotional Outsourcing When I’m Already Exhausted and Just Trying to Survive?
This is the question I hear most often. And it’s a fair one.
When you are overwhelmed, tired, and doing everything you can to keep your head above water, emotional outsourcing can feel automatic. You read the room. You second-guess yourself. You override your intuition. You look outward for cues about what is safe, allowed, or required.
That is not a failure. That is a nervous system doing exactly what it learned to do.
The shift does not happen through affirmations, mindset work, or forcing yourself to trust yourself harder.
The shift happens when you begin building the capacity to stay with yourself.
This means learning how to notice what is actually happening in your body in real time, without spiraling, shutting down, or projecting it outward. It means practicing very small, repeatable moments of self-orientation that tell your system:
I’m here.
I’m allowed to be here.
I can trust what I’m noticing.
Instead of bypassing or overriding your experience, you practice accurate presence. Naming what is real. Tracking sensation. Letting your body inform you, not control you.
Over time, this changes everything.
You speak up earlier.
Disapproval stops feeling like an emergency.
You conserve energy because you’re no longer performing or bracing.
Your nervous system stops treating every interaction like a threat assessment.
This is how emotional outsourcing unwinds. Not through effort, but through repetition, containment, and support.
Nervous System Work That Helps vs Nervous System Work That Teaches You to Tolerate More
This distinction is critical.
A lot of nervous system work focuses on calming down, self-soothing, or expanding your “window of tolerance.” In theory, this is neutral science language. In practice, many people, especially those socialized as women, have been taught to tolerate far too much already.
So when nervous system work is framed as helping you tolerate more inputs, more stress, more mistreatment, it becomes another way of teaching self-abandonment.
In my work, the goal is not tolerance.
The goal is choicefulness.
True somatic work builds discernment. It helps you stay present with discomfort long enough to decide what you want to do with it, not override it. Anger becomes information. Fear becomes data. Exhaustion becomes a boundary, not a personal failure.
Regulation is not the endpoint.
Self-trust is.
When emotional outsourcing decreases, people stop white-knuckling their lives. They respond with clarity, even in a world that gives us plenty to be horrified by.
How Do I Actually Make Space for Rest When Everything Is Telling Me to Do More?
Most people try to rest the same way they try to fix themselves. Alone. On the edges of an already overloaded life. Only after everything else is handled.
And then they wonder why rest doesn’t land.
Deep rest does not come from stopping activity. It comes from feeling safe enough to stop bracing.
For many people who grew up emotionally outsourcing, safety was conditional. Earned. Relational. So telling yourself to “just rest” adds another task to the list.
Real rest begins when the nervous system learns it does not have to stay hypervigilant to maintain worthiness.
That requires fewer moments of self-abandonment. Fewer internal negotiations about whether you are allowed to slow down. Fewer attempts to earn your right to exhale.
This is why being held in consistent, attuned community matters so deeply. When safety, belonging, and worth are practiced internally and reflected externally, rest becomes restorative instead of collapse.
You do not rest because the world gets better.
You rest because staying human inside it requires a nervous system that is not always on guard.
Final Thoughts
Emotional outsourcing keeps us exhausted, disconnected, and easier to control. Coming home to yourself changes how power moves through your body, your relationships, and your communities.
This work is not about opting out of the world. It’s about staying present inside it without burning yourself out or disappearing.
You are allowed to source safety internally.
You are allowed to rest without earning it.
You are allowed to build self-trust slowly, in community, with care.
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