Tenderoni Hotline #45: Nervous System Regulation Tips + How to Stop Losing Yourself in Others’ Needs
Welcome back to the Tenderoni Hotline, our warm and cozy corner of The Feminist Wellness Podcast, where we talk nervous system healing, somatic tools, and reclaiming your self-worth, one question at a time. If you've got something tender on your heart and want my support, write to me at podcast@beatrizalbina.com and I’ll answer you in a future episode. Let’s dive in.
Question 1
If emotional outsourcing is about safety, belonging, and worth, how do I start sourcing those from within myself? That’s where I keep getting stuck.
What Is Emotional Outsourcing™?
Before we go forward, let’s root ourselves in the foundation. Emotional outsourcing is when we chronically seek our sense of safety, belonging, and worth from outside ourselves. From other people, institutions, systems. Instead of from within. And it comes at a great cost to self.
It’s not a flaw. It’s a brilliant survival strategy. One your nervous system created in childhood, in your family system, your culture, your school. Because that’s what kept you safe. And now? Now you’re ready to come home to yourself.
Real-Life Examples: What Outsourcing Looks Like
Let’s ground this in real life. Imagine a woman at work. When her boss praises her, she feels relief.
“Phew. I’m okay. I’m safe.” But if there’s silence or critique? She spirals into self-doubt. “I must be failing.” That’s outsourcing worth.
Or think of someone who texts their whole group chat before making a decision:
- “Should I leave this job?”
- “Should I wear this outfit?”
- “Should I marry him?”
That’s outsourcing belonging. Placing trust in others' approval instead of their own inner compass.
How We Begin the Work
This work doesn’t start in the mind. It starts in the body. Because safety isn’t just a thought. It’s a state. And the good news? Your nervous system can learn new states. That’s the power of neuroplasticity.
Let’s break it down:
1. Awareness Comes First
You can’t change what you can’t name. So ask yourself, “Where am I placing my safety right now? My belonging? My worth?” Is it in someone else's opinion or in your own inner knowing?
2. Safety Lives in the Body
Every time you pause, take a breath, and remind your nervous system “I am safe enough”, you strengthen those neural pathways. Not with perfection. With practice.
3. Belonging Begins With Self-Compassion
We first learn belonging from others. But as adults, we can learn intrapersonal co-regulation. Being with ourselves in warmth. Like the trusted friend we may have never had.
4. Worth Comes From Within
This one is tough. Because patriarchy and capitalism tell us worth equals performance. So reclaiming your worth means saying no. Taking rest. Letting yourself be enough as you are. Your worth is not up for debate. It lives inside you.
A Practice For You, My Tenderoni
If it feels safe, take a moment right now.
Close your beautiful eyes or soften your gaze.
Place a hand on your heart, your belly, anywhere comforting.
Say:
“In this moment, I am safe enough.”
Then:
“I belong to myself.”
And finally:
“My worth lives here.”
Let it land. This is how we build the muscle of self-trust. One moment at a time.
Question 2
Why do I feel like I’ve lost myself in everyone else’s needs?
Oof. This question gets right to the core of emotional outsourcing. It’s the experience of knowing everyone else’s preferences. How they like their coffee, what gift lights them up. But when someone asks what you want? Your brain freezes. You go blank. This happens when your nervous system learned that tending to others was safer than tending to yourself. Maybe being “the good one” was the key to love in your house. Maybe your belonging depended on making sure others were okay. So your body, in its brilliance, learned to tune outward instead of inward. But that doesn’t mean you’re lost, my darling. You’ve just been in hiding.
How to Reclaim Yourself, Gently
Not by finding your grand purpose overnight. That just overwhelms the system.
Start small:
- Am I cold or warm right now?
- Do I want water or tea?
- What show do I actually like, not just because my partner likes it?
Keep a pleasure list. Make it yours. Not what should feel good. What does feel good.
And yes, you’re going to need to do the hard thing. Practice disappointing others. Not to be cruel. To be real.
Say, “Actually, I don’t want to watch that movie.” Or, “I need alone time tonight.” It might feel like danger at first. But over time, you’ll learn you don’t disappear when you stop caretaking. You become more you.
Question 3
I’m struggling to be able to recognize a slow decline from 1 to 10 with dorsal or sympathetic. It feels like I go from a 1 to a 10 immediately. Any guidance for me?
This one’s from a student in Nervous System Foundations (part of the Somatic Studio), and it’s so common. Many of us feel like we jump from a 1 to a 10, from fine to full freakout, in a snap. But the truth is, the body has been climbing the scale all along. We just weren’t taught to notice.
Here’s how to start:
Track Micro-Sensations
Look for tiny shifts:
- Jaw tightening
- Breath holding
- Narrowing focus
These are 2s, 3s, 4s. Not nothing. They matter.
Track Micro-Sensations
Ask:
- What happened before the spike?
- Did I skip a meal?
- Push past exhaustion?
- Hear a comment that stung?
Use Anchors Throughout the Day
Check in regularly:
Where am I, 1 to 10?
Before meals, after meetings, bathroom breaks. Build that noticing muscle.
Reflect After the Fact
Even if you only realize the spike in hindsight, that counts. Track back: What did 6, 7, 8 feel like? Dorsal doesn’t always feel dramatic. It can feel like:
- Spaciness
- Numbness
- Scrolling for hours
That is activation. And naming it matters. You’re not broken, my love. You’ve just been trained not to notice. And you’re learning how to remember.
If this work is speaking to you, if you want to understand these shifts, learn the scale, and create true self-trust, it’s all inside my book End Emotional Outsourcing. It’s one of my favorite practices and now it’s finally available to everyone. Grab your copy and learn to track your system with compassion and clarity. It’s life-changing, and it’s yours.
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